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Double Tag Whammy

Tue May 27, 2008, 5:19 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Nik Kershaw - The Riddle
  • Reading: Nothing, because no one's sent me anything...
  • Watching: Nothing, because modern TV kills brain cells.
  • Playing: Advance Wars, Pokémon Pearl, Mechwarri4r.
  • Eating: Cupcakes! Thanks little sis!
  • Drinking: Fluoridated water. Mmm, weakened bones.
I've been tagged twice and have only now gotten around to updating my journal. Thankfully, I should have another simple deviation coming up, so hold tight if you like my stuff.

Firstly, :iconyiffyone: sent me a tag to say ten things about myself. Okay, let's see...

1. I'm a Young Inspired Favorable Furry. Deal with it. Furry love baby!
2. Drawing is about the only thing I have any natural skill in. I'll have to work for anything else, but...
3. I consider myself a pretty quick learner. It's something I'm quite proud of.
4. I hate losing, and will fight until my options run out.
5. I resent people in relationships. I tend to be rather jealous.
6. My friends are my pack, and my family. My blood family is close to me, but I don't consider them an exclusive boundary. I'd trust my friends more in a heartbeat to make decisions that will help me grow up to be happy and healthy.
7. I'm somewhat of a pervert, but I try to keep civil in public.
8. I'm a Wiccan. I believe in a natural balance, a dualty (i.e. Lord and Lady) and spirits, the power of karmic backlash both beneficial and hindering, and reincarnation. "Why have an eternal reward for any temporary action?"
9. I really love getting any form of comment on my pages. I need people, and I need feedback.
10. I want to inspire others to draw and illustrate, especially in the furry fandom. I hope to one day join the furry masses and become a known name like Karabiner, Chrome, Blotch/BlackTeagan (:iconscrewbald: on DeviantART) and Ace's favorite, Doctor Comet.

Okay, there's my ten. Love me or hate me... Actually, just love me. I'm in a poor mood. I'm so tired of school... *whine*.

Secondly, I was fear-tagged by :iconmisterleech: and have analyzed myself to have the following fears:

[_] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[_] being a parent
[_] giving birth
[_] being myself in front of others
[_] open spaces
[_] closed spaces
[_] heights
[_] dogs
[_] birds
[_] fish
[_] spiders
[_] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[_] being touched
[_] fire
[x] deep water
[_] snakes
[_] silk
[X] the ocean
[XXXXX] failure (Let's count this as one extreme hatred)
[_] success
[_] thunder/lightning
[_] frogs/toads
[_] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[_] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[_] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[_] snow

Total so far: 5

[_] rain
[_] wind
[_] crossing hanging bridges
[_] death
[X] heaven (I don't believe in an afterlife, but I've never liked the idea...)
[_] being robbed
[X] falling
[_] clowns
[_] dolls
[_] large crowds of people
[_] men
[X] women
[_] having great responsibilities
[_] doctors, including dentists
[_] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[_] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[_] sharks
[_] Friday the 13th
[_] ghosts
[_] poverty
[_] Halloween
[_] school
[_] trains
[_] odd numbers
[_] even numbers
[_] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[X] growing up

Total so far: 12

[_] creepy noises in the night
[_] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[_] needles
[_] blood
[_] dinosaurs
[_] the welcome mat
[_] high speed
[XXX] throwing up (I'd rather bleed!)
[X] falling in love
[_] super secret

Final Total: 15

WOW. I didn't realize I feared that much crap. I actually scored four higher than the person who sent me the tag. That's discouraging.

I'd tag somone else, but everyone I know has already been tagged. Thanks guys!

Devious Comments

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:iconmisterleech:
Ok, don't know whare I'm going to start responding! XD

Facts tag
1# THAT'S GREAT!!!:D
2# I got that and gaming X3
4# Hehe, I'm kind'a like that too, stubborn to the verry end XD
7# Well you're not the only one! XD
8# That's interesting, personaly I've never considered myself bound to any relegion, I'm not that considerate about stuff like that. I live for the pressent :3
9# People haven't talked to me on DA in some time, I feel lonely DX
10# Well you're a good inspiration for me at least:D And you're ging to need to work hard if you're going to be as great as Karabiner. That guy(or girl I'm not sure) is freak'n GOD!

Ugh yeah, we have two weeks left or something and my Final Exam in English is in two days DX

Lol why are you afraid of women? -or falling in love?! -or puke... XD

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Dead acount, go here for new one P:
:iconcornflakesmouse:
Women? I don't know, boobs creep me out sometimes... I've also rarely been able to trust a girl. There are a small few (you KNOW who you are, so if you read this, don't you DARE give me hell).
Falling in love? I feel like that would change me for the worst. It's just a gut thing. It may also be my jealousy of those who have had relationships, and my fear that if I were in one, it wouldn't be as good as the ones of those I know.
Throwing up? Is it just me? Is it? Am I the only one who's pulled thigh and pelvic muscles from upchucking? For me, throwing up is hell. Every muscle in my body contorts and 75% of the bile goes through my nose no matter how far I open my mouth. The lining is stripped for days, and the smell, of the SMELL.... *shudders*
I hate it.
But I can see how the first two are a bit silly, hehe.

I gotta work hard to be like Karabiner! I've got a long way to go, I know. But I can't let a big dream be stifled because of its size. That wouldn't get me too far anywhere, would it? I have milestones along the way to meet, and I keep my art from year to year now, too, and I can see myself slowly getting better, and that makes me happy.

For #2, I love gaming more that drawing sometimes, but I'm not that great at it, and I don't have the time to get better, really. I don't own any of the games I want to get better at, nor do I own the systems they play on. It's discouraging.
For #8, I felt like a worthless and unguided person without something to hold me up. Without a purpose, however baseless, I feel like a rag doll. I knew I needed something so I wouldn't go insane. However, I hated the religion I was born into; I didn't think it made any sense. It took me a couple of years to find the slightest sliver of faith within myself.
:iconmisterleech:
Lol boobs creep you out? XD I can understand that you don't trust most girls. I evesdrop on the ones in my class all the time. They're not exactly loyal to each others with all that gossip going on among them! X3 And I have some of those you can trust too, good friends of mine for sure:3
Damn 75%?! That sounds... painfull :S Wow I can understand why you don't like it then :I...

#2 That sucks... I'm a spoiled lone child, so I have all the consoles and games I want, and if I need another console I don't own (like a PSP for example) I just borrow off of my friend's. I don't know what I would've done without videogames, probably read a book for once or went outside lol XD
I get you with the time too, I haven't played any newer games for months due to school and drawings... I still haven't finished Metroid Prime 3, that I've had laying around for about half-a-year now if I'm not mistaken.
8# I guess I have faith too, I just don't follow a certain relegious belife or order, since most relegions have something I don't belive in. I belive in reincarnation, karma and life balance, but that's about as deep as I go I guess ^^;

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Dead acount, go here for new one P:
:iconyiffyone:
Before you actually took the test, I was guessing at which ones I knew you'd pick X3

I'm astonished you fear the afterlife, yet don't fear death.

You'll mature in due time, Stephen. Whether you're destined to end up with a woman or not is up to you entirely, but you're going to have to conquer some of these phobias if you want to get through life with a sense of accomplishment.

Remember, Acey's always here for you. ^w^ :heart:

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I'm so Yiffy,

Oh-so Yiffy,

So Yiffy--

And Spiffy,

And.... uh...
:iconbloody-wolfdemongirl:
You're afraid of women? Aw! That hurts! XD
:glomp:

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Man who run behind car get exhausted
Man who drive like hell bound to get there
Man who stand on toilet is high on pot
Man who fart in church sit in own pew
Man who fish in other mans well often catch crabs
:icontejutsu:
didn't know you feared throwing up. that's a new one. lol. it's though.

Love yah!! :glomp:

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Cut, cut....

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