I've been tagged twice and have only now gotten around to updating my journal. Thankfully, I should have another simple deviation coming up, so hold tight if you like my stuff.

Firstly, sent me a tag to say ten things about myself. Okay, let's see...

1. I'm a Young Inspired Favorable Furry. Deal with it. Furry love baby!
2. Drawing is about the only thing I have any natural skill in. I'll have to work for anything else, but...
3. I consider myself a pretty quick learner. It's something I'm quite proud of.
4. I hate losing, and will fight until my options run out.
5. I resent people in relationships. I tend to be rather jealous.
6. My friends are my pack, and my family. My blood family is close to me, but I don't consider them an exclusive boundary. I'd trust my friends more in a heartbeat to make decisions that will help me grow up to be happy and healthy.
7. I'm somewhat of a pervert, but I try to keep civil in public.
8. I'm a Wiccan. I believe in a natural balance, a dualty (i.e. Lord and Lady) and spirits, the power of karmic backlash both beneficial and hindering, and reincarnation. "Why have an eternal reward for any temporary action?"
9. I really love getting any form of comment on my pages. I need people, and I need feedback.
10. I want to inspire others to draw and illustrate, especially in the furry fandom. I hope to one day join the furry masses and become a known name like Karabiner, Chrome, Blotch/BlackTeagan ( on DeviantART) and Ace's favorite, Doctor Comet.

Okay, there's my ten. Love me or hate me... Actually, just love me. I'm in a poor mood. I'm so tired of school... *whine*.

Secondly, I was fear-tagged by and have analyzed myself to have the following fears:

[_] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[_] being a parent
[_] giving birth
[_] being myself in front of others
[_] open spaces
[_] closed spaces
[_] heights
[_] dogs
[_] birds
[_] fish
[_] spiders
[_] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[_] being touched
[_] fire
[x] deep water
[_] snakes
[_] silk
[X] the ocean
[XXXXX] failure (Let's count this as one extreme hatred)
[_] success
[_] thunder/lightning
[_] frogs/toads
[_] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[_] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[_] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[_] snow

Total so far: 5

[_] rain
[_] wind
[_] crossing hanging bridges
[_] death
[X] heaven (I don't believe in an afterlife, but I've never liked the idea...)
[_] being robbed
[X] falling
[_] clowns
[_] dolls
[_] large crowds of people
[_] men
[X] women
[_] having great responsibilities
[_] doctors, including dentists
[_] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[_] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[_] sharks
[_] Friday the 13th
[_] ghosts
[_] poverty
[_] Halloween
[_] school
[_] trains
[_] odd numbers
[_] even numbers
[_] being alone
[X] becoming blind
[X] becoming deaf
[X] growing up

Total so far: 12

[_] creepy noises in the night
[_] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[_] needles
[_] blood
[_] dinosaurs
[_] the welcome mat
[_] high speed
[XXX] throwing up (I'd rather bleed!)
[X] falling in love
[_] super secret

Final Total: 15

WOW. I didn't realize I feared that much crap. I actually scored four higher than the person who sent me the tag. That's discouraging.

I'd tag somone else, but everyone I know has already been tagged. Thanks guys!

Well, here it is, my first journal entry.

My life has been relatively uneventful as of late. It's sort of a poor time to begin keeping a journal, but I see it as an important and staple part of being one with the Deviant Art community.

I'm currently trying for two goals:

Firstly, because I was not accepted into my college of choice, I am applying to a small number of rolling admission colleges for my first year. I plan to transfer to Boston College my sophomore year to continue my studies. I know that my GPA and SAT scores are high enough; I must simply show that I can continue to work hard my freshman year.

Secondly, although I regretfully could not exempt my Physics exam, due to factors that I truly believe were out of my control, I do plan to work to exempt my Honors Calculus exam. That exam would be, for me, a dark blow to my grade. Thankfully, all I need to do is make up three assignments this week.


These are the only recent events in my life. When I can, I try to relieve my stress through games and drawing. My friends are a big part of my life.